July 26, 2009

my ex buddy.!

..oh maybe ini punye story sudah sangat lama.
coz i have my new buddy kot.
so i xberapa nak kesah sangat.
so let me terangkan kot., i'm not as perfect as other. ya!
i'm wishing for that kot.

.so namanye let i pakai samaran sje.
'N'..

suddnly i and N sangat rabat. terkejut jugak. masuk2 form5 rapat gler dgn dye.
i never cakap yang i fall in love with him.
and i xkan kot. coz i love someone else. not him. but someone lah.
then, we laugh, we kutuk2 each other. we hit-ing2 bersama. we eat together. (when he baught me some ice cream dari itu MCD). and a lot lah together2.
and i think. he so baek. (waktu itu!) anything and everything. i'll cerita dekat dye.
waktu tu i ingat kitorank sangat close gler. and he make me miss my cousin itu alot.!
tapi dulu kan. memories. sangat indah kot. and seriously it will make me crying again.?
i don't think so.
because i'm a big gurl now. (betul lah! coz i sudah reti naik RAPID!)
then,
relationship between us crash!. kebabom!.
just like that. without any sign.
ya! mula2 i sangat shock coz dlu baek kan.
culture shock sekejap. but i'm fine now.
much better coz i sudah makin membesar..
i can scream kuat2 pun sekarang.
(oh! ade kne mengena ke?) tibatiba.
guess what?
i jumpe someone yang much better than him.
tu sebab lah i tak dah terasa sagat even dye dah bye2 dari i.
him yang sekarang.. much better dari N.
so i'm happy kot.
mungkin i tipu if i say yang i xrse ape2. tapi what can i say kan.
maybe i patut blaja untuk excape dari masalah.
bkan bunuh diri. tapi lari je.!
kan2..
.... so i let this story end!...


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