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Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah at last, ada juga kesempatan nak update blog yang fuhhh! kemain lama bersawang dah. Okay as what u guys know, now all the Uitm-ians sedang cuti so as one of them, aku pun cuti lah sekali. Nowadays, cuti sem tak lah short gilaaa as time nursing dulu. kalau time nursing dulu sem break just 2 weeks then masuk study new semester. such things lah. but as dah masuk government university kita followed this kind of rules pulak. Which is depa kasi cuti panjang2 kita pun ikut. Fine what.

Lot of things happened before this sem break. Which is it makes me realize that we need to survive by our very own in this very unexpected university's life. it kinds like everyone are keep thinking about themselves. i've updated about this kind punya attitude kan which is sangat awkward for me before. sebab dulu time nursing, everyone cares about one another. So that make it different like sangat besar punya beza.

But alhamdulillah, aku makin kental makin kuat makin kacak dan makin berani untuk cakap, what make me different kalau korang do or not doing this to me. so perkara yang sangat general akan berlaku. tak kisah kau sedia atau tak sedia. because it's karma. everyone knew about that. As Islam, aku percaya dengan qada dan qadar Allah yang sangat adil. so what goes around comes around. so tak kisahlah, ditindas tanpa usul itu satu benda yang sangat janggal. but i've move on. As what my mother told me, "LET OTHERS DO WHATEVER THEY WISH THEY COULD DO TOWARDS YOU, JUST BELIEVE ME ONE THING, WHATEVER HAPPENED, ALLAH,YOUR FATHER AND I WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOU"  *smile

Kenapa rasa janggal? sebab janggal itu satu perasaan, which is semua orang ada perasaan. Perasaan nak senyum, gelak, sepak orang, makan durian, semua ada. Janggal pun one of them lah. Yang kind of feelings yang kau nak ke tak nak ke kau akan jugak feel that janggal. Sebab dah memang adatlah orang cakap.

Understood?
okay! as the title is like that. so there's something i need to make you guys clean and clear without using carnier light. HAHAHA *fine stupid
So as what u guys know, i've quit my nursing academy. It's fully sponsored by mr.government and as i quit i'm suppose to pay for it. as denda lah sebab leave them kan. Tapi two days ago i've received a letter from ministry of health that stated that i've been released from this nursing trining without any charges. As they have do some meeting and site-viewing and dah pertimbangkan my condition and my ex-college condition which is sangat poor, so i've been released. without CHARGES. saya translate kan di sini, saya telah dilepaskan daripada latihan kejururawatan tanpa sebarang bayaran sebagai denda.

Alhamdulillah. that what i've been said almost setiap dua minit selepas mendapat surat. see! takdir Allah sangat adilkan. I've told you! dah cakap dah kann. :')

so that's it. Alhamdulillah, Semester satu selesai. Insyallah 7 hari lagi, penantian ini akan terjawab. 

YA Allah, dari segala mudah dan tenang kini kami semua bertawakal padaMu. Berikanlah kami pelajar pelajar Islam mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang. kerana kami mengaji demi AgamaMu. amin :')

terima kasih sebab pernah jadi sebahagian daripada hidup saya sepanjang satu semester. terima kasih sebab pernah jadi tempat untuk saya meluahkan perasaan, terima kasih sebab pernah jadi gula dan racun sepanjang satu sem. terima kasih sebab tak pernah jenuh jaga saya yang selalu sakit. terima kasih sebab pernah jadi orang yang memahami saya. terima kasih sebab pernah bazirkan kredit untuk saya. terima kasih kerana pernah jadi macam keluarga saya.

oh See you guys! next sem. Let's hit the target. Insyallah.
Ya Allah, terima kasih atas nikmatMu terima kasih kerana melepaskan aku daripada ikatan ini yang selama ini menjadikan aku kurang yakin untuk berdiri dalam duniaMu yang luas ini Ya Rabb. Alhamdulillah. *smile

till next post, take care! :)

a little word : believe me, what goes around will come around.