and it makes me crazy.....

i opened my facebook pagi2 subuh lagi.
and i do tht quiz. i love too kot. so i just tekan2 and then it's done.
for almost 2 minutes i wait for the results.
and i get it..
tau x...
in movie "NUR kasih", my character is.....

... Sarah!...
haha..
itu adik kepada nur amina! sangat funny la.
but it's oke.
they said tht it just a quiz so what for i amek peduli. xpeduli langsung.
so i just gelak infront my notebook..
gelak2 gelak and gelak then i diam.
hehe.,
itu sahaja.!
terima kasih... :)

..another price to pay..

mungkin ini terlalu old one.,
tapi i love this picca because ada saya di dalamnye...
kami semua sangat rapat.
kami sangat love each other.
kami went ke sana sini each other..
kami xsuke gaduh2 tapi kami ske bergduh.
dan itu lah kami.!

i dah graduate.>!

tibe2 eyza called me..
"kak syafira2.. ade org nak snap gmbr dgn akk."
i just kaku and say.. okeh!
and i almost fainted over there.
faidhi and nabil..?
OMG! taniah2 kami dah oke.
and for almost setiap hari i asyik senyum je.
senang je bile smue org dah berbaek2.
best.! haha... :)
tibe2 teringat first moment we met each other..
actlly xingat pun. sje je tulis.!
hehe..
faidhi sangat kack hari tu.
nabil pun. and kasut putih dye sgt putih.
jarang tgk kasut dye putih. slalunye..
astaga.! jgn ckap r kotor dye.. :)
and there's a lot story make me almost cry tht day.
when amalina always there beside me on tht day.
raziqin yang xpuas2 snap2.
munir. ameer. luqman. fatin..
addam. and macam2 lagi jadi. sangat hebat...

ayat habis!

when i stiill...................

all the times i wonder on something.
but i just can't release it and tell it pada amalina.
i just can't.
i've try! and memang i can't.. sumpah.
.....

dan hari ke hari i jadi terlalu susah utk difahami. terlalu selfish. i'm not the old one. yang dulu ske sangat jge hati org laen. no!
i'm not changed. and i'm not going to do tht. it just..
i xmau terasa sedih. a single moment pun.
i nak gurau2 without ade yang terhurt.
but it seems like no one can understand what i'm think over here.
nobody.!
tapi i just make him terluka lagi.
but if he can understand me. read my blog and know what i'm thinking over here.
tapi it'll never happend. i know tht.
i knal dye. kalau dye mrah. phone pun xmau angkat.
and i've tried to call him. text him. but it seems macam xwork je.
so...
what should i do.?
went ke rumah dye..?
and just keep wondring2 je slalu. bpak macam silly...

oh sebentar tadi.
i read someone blog. and i wanna to cry.
she makes me too do so.
i can't figure how tenang she is. she still can give a lot of smile on her lips even dye ade problm itu.
how best kalau i jadi macam dye.
tapi i know sangat2 i xkan bleh.
sbb i bodoh.!
damn much punye stupid....
no2... no..!
amalina akan marah punye kalau dye tau i ckap like this..
but i am kot.. :'(

there's no more words....